Well, graduation is coming up in about sixteen days, and I'm sort of ambivalent towards it. I really don't know how to feel. I mean, I'm not indifferent about the whole leaving high school thing, I'm just stuck. I guess why I'm not feeling anxious or happy or sad is because it hasn't hit me yet. I think the idea of me graduating will hit when I'm actually getting ready for it. Perhaps when I'm sitting down in my gown, or perhaps when I receive my diploma. Maybe it won't even hit me at all, and I'll just go to college living out my days like there's no difference. Well of course things'll be different. I'll be in a new environment with new people, and new experiences.
Graduation will most likely leave a mark on me. I know It'll be emotional because for sure there'll be a bunch of girls crying. I'm not being stereotypical or anything, I know this because they told me that they would cry. I don't blame them. We've known each other so long that saying goodbye isn't an easy thing to do. We will have to eventually.
Let's just say that I'm looking forward to graduating, but everything in between and after that is a little bit fuzzy.
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