Dear Mama

        Dear Mom, for the most part, I would like to thank you for putting up with all my crap, weird obsessions, phases, and attitude. I know I'm a huge handful to deal with, and caring for me almost as a single parent is something that is worth noting. I know you love me to bits, and I love you too. Although at times it may seem that I hate the world, I  really don't. I just have the worst stubbornness around. I'm probably the devil's child in you and Dad's eyes sometimes. I know I lash out in anger when I don't get what I want or when things don't go my way. I'm still working on that.

        I 'm growing up pretty fast in your eyes, I know that. I'm almost 18, I've already gotten my driver's license, and I'm on my way to start a new life in college. It's not easy for me to be separated from you, and if I think that, I can't imagine how heartbreaking it is for you. We'll make the best of our time together, and if anything happens, I'll always be there for you, just like you are there for Amma. Actually, I would like to have a similar relationship as yours and Amma's. I want to help you when you need me, and I don't want to have to hide anything.

        For the whole job issue. I don't mind where you decide to go, I just don't want to be too far away from you. I've spent long amounts of time away from you, and it's not very fun.

        This is pretty much my little letter to you. There's nothing I haven't already told you, or that you don't already know.

I LOVE YOU, MAMA! ♥