Please

     Please don't judge me. Don't sort me into any class without thoroughly getting to know me. I hide so many things from so many people, sometimes it results in people seeing only one side of me. I prefer to keep my secrets to myself, and I prefer it if people respected that. No one has to know the true me, and if I do decide to let someone know the true me, that's when they have the right to judge me. I may say things that I don't mean, or things that are completely invalid, but when I say them, I say them from my heart. I may be lost in the moment when I say things, but they are what I feel. They are the parts of me that can't contain themselves inside my mind. It's hard to explain myself completely, so I decide to hide a lot of myself away in the shadows. I think differently than most people, so my morals and thoughts may sound silly to some, maybe even unrecognizable.
     This different way of seeing things makes way for potential enemies. I don't look for enemies, I'm as nice as possible to people until they cross me. This is the biggest reason I'm writing this post, because there may have been many misunderstandings between a few people and I. I don't try to look for trouble, but I'm always prepared for it. If I have said anything to offend you, I'm sorry. I apologize because I never truly mean to insult anyone in any way. I'm direct, so I say it how it is. Don't make the truth a reason to hate me.









(Well, this has sort of been a deep, sappy rant. I don't like writing like this, but it's truly how things seem to me. Ugh. Why can't people just be nice. Jesus H!)